turning me loose

(written in the heat of the moment... don't know whyy i'm putting this out here, i suppose for some sort of satisfaction, since i'm a little down right at this moment. nice emails sent to me are greatly appreciated! settle4more@gmail.com)



on the edge of tears
trying to wipe off the last one
and call it the last one

i can't be this weak
from the unexpected words you speak
and leave me feeling like every other attempt i've made
results the same way
everytime i think it's okay
to give my heart away
i'm left with those unexpected words you say
and that last sweet embrace
the kiss i left on your face
when i was letting my heart love without holding back
who knows if this is turning back
or if i should know better
than to still have hope for you

ultimately i want you to be happy
so where the hell does that leave me?

i'll plug the tear in my heart
i'll go out tonight, i'll have fun
after all, thats what you're having
why not return the favor to you, and myself

its time to go out and have a damn good time
and hope i don't have to cry anymore
i'm ready for you, you know, and you're turning me loose.